|09:49 pm - failing|
What am I failing at? Being a good friend. I really feel like a failed as a friend with Josh. I strongly want to drink right now. Instead, I'm going to sit with this hurt and this sadness and hopefully let it make me a better person. and not a bitter one.
I hope we are and will still be friends.
Evaluating my life. And wanting to check out all together. Been here lots of times.