|09:33 am - Birthday....|
Maybe one day I will know what to do with your love and the gifts you give me. Today, i would trade them all for a simple apology. I want to throw them way and save them forever. Mostly, I want to cry because it just hurts. I want to hug you and tell you I love you and you have the biggest heart, but that is only true today. Tomorrow I will say that I'm sorry for you and I hope one day you will change your mind and you have the most confused and terrible heart. I wish you didn't give me anything. I wish you would ignore me like I ignore you.